Childhood was kind of absolutely on the right lines.Adolescence was on expected terms too.Do they have a name for this phase too? This 20-25 phase maybe.I found myself digressing from the norms of this age group.
*ignores the raised eyebrows,has got used to them*.
I now find every 127th girl seductive compared to every 2nd a couple of years ago.I am heading the ethical way,should we say?
I never thought bikes were macho.One of the reasons i don't ride them.I do not pull my jeans deliberately below waist level. I think conversing in hindi too can impress a girl.Jawaani is supposed to be colourful-I disagree.I seek solace in white.Most of my shirts being white.You call me up and say "Get down your house in 10 minutes" and i actually will.Mom says i am too lazy to dress up.I highly rely on my verbal communication.I judge a person by his sense of humor.Einsteins or ambanis do not turn me on.Chandlers do.Be happy to be content.Be content to be happy.Yes,I am not ambitious.*thanks dear god*.
I secretly dream of a communist world. :P
TATAZ.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Good The Hellos.Okhade.qwerty-text testing-text testing.khi khi.I take this task of gloryfying the concept of arrange marriage today.Marriage-A brief history-> Mating was a social activity at sometime.Gee,imagine the diversity offerd to you when marriage as an institution didn't exist.Live-in was the primary concept.Then,gradually ,some egoistic shitheads,let the possesive feeling in them take over.Hence marriage was conceptualized.(don't temme his name,the one whose brainchild it was that is).However,mates found a solution.Love marriage they named it,but oldies were always boring.oldies responded with the idea called Arranged marriage.Arranged marriage-The concept i am in love with.The one that is for me.Btw,the crossbreed,Arranged love marriage also do happen.Now,now,now.Before you fellow youths raise your eyebrows.Before you label me as backward.Just lend me an ear(or your eye to be more specific).Picture this:close your eyes,lift your left leg,with your right leg thumb downward pointing.Now resume your original position.So you get intimately involved in a relationship.Imagine the going around phase.Going...Going...Going,pleading for dates,giving silly missed calls,stupid sorry gifts(include them all).You diuscover each other to the root(presumably)(as shahid kareena did),you sacrifice your true self,become everything but you.Then the earlr sensations wornoff.A burden the realtionship becomes(imagine it becoming denser.)In some rare occasions,inspite of all the obstacles and bad omens along the way,the relationship,completes the journey to marriage.(A love marriage,shit).Now,you start expecting an ideal spouse(you have selected him for yourself,why not).With love won now,you both now start behaving your true self,the prob starts.Divorce follows after years of stress,or least of all,you carry on with virtually no romance left all the way.Arrange marriage-Not with no reason,experience has been said to be respected.First of all,the gaps in age that are looked for, ensure a mature realtionship.Second of all,With your spouse randomly selected,approved only after your consent offcourse,there is nothing much you expect,so every thing you get is like a bonus.Then the sensation factor->remember the "rosy sunglasses" world at the start of any relationship?You get to live the same phase here,,in arranged marriage that is,after marriage,thus elongating delight through marriage.Roles are clearly defined right from the word go.and no transition in roles,from lover to being the spouse.Hence proved(hopefully).
Tokimerikita Momerikateku is my Japanese name. :|
20 Years.240 months->Survived.
Expectations all the way.Performance pressure all the way.
Nothing discovered worth enough to die for->No conscious attempt for success.No milestones Targetted.None crossed either.
^Philosophical nonsense.
About me:(Like you care)->
Frank.Straightforward.Least ambitious.(Jeeyenge apni sharton par.)Heavily Reluctant when it comes to sacrificing my true self.Take me the way i am and i am good.Nice enough even when i am not your type.Voluntarily isolated myself from the cut-throat race(or has the race...?).I seldom spill the beans.Safe with secrets not to be brought up.(A weak memory actually).Rarely would you notice me participating in gossips.I hate my looks.I suffer from hairloss,very slender built unfortunately,but not that i am going to do
much about it.Artificiality in any aspect is a turn-off.Avril lavigne sung it for me in "Complicated".Just adhering to my true self is such a delight.
I can be a chatter-box.I can be the introvert-yet-irresistable- guy.I can be the diplomat.I can be the flirt.I am THE ACTOR.Prone to Frequent mood swings->conscious ones,most times.I can be uncomprehensible,a tough friend. Spontaneity and sarcasm for Okhade->Sathya and ahimsa for gandhi.Discover the analogy and lemme know.Planned ventures hurt.When they fail,that is.Expecting is the cause of all depression.Let-go attitude rocks.Simplicity amuses me.Pomp and show are one of those things i try to avoid.
Regrets section-> Procrastrination has been the story of my life.I often project myself as the intapped talent,or the unsung hero,for that matter.The truth being,that i never really exerted myself to nurture the inherited talents i have been blessed withI realize that.I regret.Thanks to the unexposed artist within,eventually, i started to drift away from my studies for hobbies,even which, paradoxically, i am not involved into.I am in the hectic engineering schedule->The latest excuse that i have invented for skipping activities i love.Just for the sake of future stabilty(?),i would not be choosing stage.I would be coding,designing user-friendly applications for people,for people i would have otherwise liked to reach through theatre.Just for the sake of food water,I dare sacrifice you-Mr. creative satisfaction.I have expectations to fulfill,not mine of course.Maybe someday,i break out of this cocoon.Maybe i go as far as being selfish,to do what i would love to professionally.
Ok i am done with killing time today.Glad you stuck here till the end.
Expectations all the way.Performance pressure all the way.
Nothing discovered worth enough to die for->No conscious attempt for success.No milestones Targetted.None crossed either.
^Philosophical nonsense.
About me:(Like you care)->
Frank.Straightforward.Least ambitious.(Jeeyenge apni sharton par.)Heavily Reluctant when it comes to sacrificing my true self.Take me the way i am and i am good.Nice enough even when i am not your type.Voluntarily isolated myself from the cut-throat race(or has the race...?).I seldom spill the beans.Safe with secrets not to be brought up.(A weak memory actually).Rarely would you notice me participating in gossips.I hate my looks.I suffer from hairloss,very slender built unfortunately,but not that i am going to do
much about it.Artificiality in any aspect is a turn-off.Avril lavigne sung it for me in "Complicated".Just adhering to my true self is such a delight.
I can be a chatter-box.I can be the introvert-yet-irresistable- guy.I can be the diplomat.I can be the flirt.I am THE ACTOR.Prone to Frequent mood swings->conscious ones,most times.I can be uncomprehensible,a tough friend. Spontaneity and sarcasm for Okhade->Sathya and ahimsa for gandhi.Discover the analogy and lemme know.Planned ventures hurt.When they fail,that is.Expecting is the cause of all depression.Let-go attitude rocks.Simplicity amuses me.Pomp and show are one of those things i try to avoid.
Regrets section-> Procrastrination has been the story of my life.I often project myself as the intapped talent,or the unsung hero,for that matter.The truth being,that i never really exerted myself to nurture the inherited talents i have been blessed withI realize that.I regret.Thanks to the unexposed artist within,eventually, i started to drift away from my studies for hobbies,even which, paradoxically, i am not involved into.I am in the hectic engineering schedule->The latest excuse that i have invented for skipping activities i love.Just for the sake of future stabilty(?),i would not be choosing stage.I would be coding,designing user-friendly applications for people,for people i would have otherwise liked to reach through theatre.Just for the sake of food water,I dare sacrifice you-Mr. creative satisfaction.I have expectations to fulfill,not mine of course.Maybe someday,i break out of this cocoon.Maybe i go as far as being selfish,to do what i would love to professionally.
Ok i am done with killing time today.Glad you stuck here till the end.
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